Keeping the Hat Lizard in style since 2006

Id like to have Cyan Bloodbane from the dragonlance series.He would drive me crazy and eat my enemies!!!!

The type of friend Id like to be,Id like to be loyal and caring.I want to be steady and true and dependable.I want to be there if you need me in good and bad times.I just want to be a genuine person and be worthy of my friends.I think this song says it more eloquently than I ever could.Thanks Terry,derri and the good Dr of Love!!!

Waiting For You To Come Around
from the album "Green Room Serenade, Part One"
(Derri Daugherty and Gene Eugene)
Sung by Derri and Gene?

We were so brave
We never feared
We were so close
We were so dear
Who could've thought
How far we'd drift
I'm trying to think of how that
I can let you know how much you're missed

And if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you're gonna call anytime at all
It's fine
And if you have some doubt about it
Forget about that now
I will wait for you to come around

We drive all night
In that beat up car
I'd watch the road
You'd watch the stars
Here's my bright idea
To write this note
So count this as the first move
Forgive the lump that's in my throat

So if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you wanna call anytime at all
It's fine
Now if you still have doubts about it
Forget about them now
I will wait for you to come around

You're not one to ask for kindness
From a stranger
You've always been so lonely
In a crowd
And I don't care if it's sooner
Or if it's later
You can find me waiting
Waiting for you to come around

Na na na na na na

When times are tough
They make us cry
We've lost some friends
And we don't know why
Some pass away
Some grow apart
And though I haven't seen you lately
You still own my heart

So if you need a friend
Someone you can spend some time on
And if you wanna call anytime at all
It's fine
And if you have some doubts about it
Completely erase them now
I will wait for you to come around
I will wait for you to come around

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wWmS2pUFcw

I miss having access to LJ.I miss my friends here and miss the feedback and support here.If any is mad at me for dropping off the face of the earth please forgive me!!!!

For your enjoyment:

contrary to popular belief I do still exist!!!!!!!

Hi IM tired and going to bed but Im also worried about goosestep hope hes ok!!!!!

You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. At the end, choose 26 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 25 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your ABC's of Me, tag 26 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)


A - Age:32.9

B - Bed size: full

C - Chore you hate: DISHES!

D - Dog's name: no dog

E - Essential start your day item:Caffiene

F - Favorite color(s): Black and Blue

G - Gold or Silver: Silver

H - Height:6'7" (or really close...)

I - Instruments you play: Guitar, Badly

J - Job title:Jack ass for hire

K - Kid(s): None

L - Living arrangements: a small apartment

M - Mom's name: Margaret

N - Nicknames:Big Steve,Steve-O,Stevie

O - Overnight hospital stay: deviated septum,broken arm surgery,Several others but cant remember the names of the procedure

P - Pet Peeve: mean people,thieves

Q - Quote from a movie: 'We are the middle children of history...' (Fight Club)

R - Right or left handed: left handed

S - Siblings: Uno!

T - Time you wake up:3 or four hours after i go to bed

U- Underwear: Abena X-Plus

V - Vegetable you dislike: Green Beans...nasty

W - Workout style: Walking

X - X-rays you've had: Arm,leg,my junk

Y - Yesterday's best moments: going to sleep

Z - Zoo favorite:bears and funnel cakes

Im tired,very tired!!I havent had much time since I got my other job and Im always tired now.Im also sorry for neglecting this journal ill try to do better!!!!

When trying to sell myself on various AB websites,my size works against me.People on alot of the sites like Aby.com or rupadded just seem to write me off without even getting to know me.I just wish I could find a mommy or daddy willing to look beyond my size and just look at my heart!!!!

people get the wrong idea about me on some AB sites
they dont understand what i want and need
they dont get the fact that i have very little interest in sex the fact that im still a virgin
that i just have a need to feel loved and supported
to feel like someone cares about me
ab is not about diaper changes or as much a physical need as it is a need to feel loved and secure
I just wanted to explain that